Surviving

So we're surviving so far, except our little "conceptus," which is departing by way of painful cramps and very, very heavy bleeding.

The plan is to continue as we were, still see the RE since Megan is still insured and can get COBRA, and keep on with the natural cycles for now. The savings for injectables will be eaten up by paying bills for the next few weeks. Fantastic.

Megan is looking for a new job and looking into wrongful dismissal.

We might go to WA to see Megan's dying sister and our girl with cancer. Probably in June.

So far that's it. I'm cycling thru stages of grief at hyper-speed...sad one moment, angry the next, in shock the next and back again, over and over. I hope things calm down soon. I think the will when AF runs her stupid course and we get in the swing of looking for jobs and stuff.

This totally sucks.

On a darker note...

Yesterday, Saturday April 14, 2007, is the date our baby would have been due had M not miscarried at about 5 weeks. I can't believe it's been that long. I hope that things have come full circle now. We're really ready for a new beginning. I just wanted to say something...