Pathetic or in love? Is there a difference, really?

Megan left half an hour ago and I already miss her like CRAZY. Let me spell this out for you. We got together two or three days after we met. We moved in together informally after a month or two, officially after three months. Since then, we have been apart for approximately 18 weeks. 6 weeks while Megan studied in Paris, 6 weeks while I studied in Granada, Spain, 2 weeks at Christmas in 2001 and 2002...and that's it, except for a day or two here or there. And this week is our 6 Year Anniversary. So over the past 6 years, there have only been a handfull of days that we've had to be apart. It's not really that we're clingy so much, it's that we really love one another's company, we're the closest of friends, and being away from her just makes me feel empty. At least we'll both be busy most of the time and I'll get to come home on weekends. That will be the saving grace of this place. That I get to spend every weekend with my girl, in my house, with my dogs, in my neighborhood with my streetlights and my street noise. And my Philly smog, gosh darn it!!!!

It really doesn't help that Megan's having a really hard time at work right now. Her boss is making her life HELL and she thinks now that it may be a homophobia thing. Interesting if she can prove it, since it's against their policy to discriminate. Hm.

So I should probably try to read something and get some rest. It's odd that I'm here I guess. And I'm counting the hours until I get to snuggle up with my girl in our cozy bed, crowded with three huge dogs and two annoying cats. ::sigh::